I Failed

Sigh, It's been a while. I feel I was an utter failure now. My precious division get worse every day. It was a division of my campus fellowship. I was their previous leader. I love this fellowship. It gave me my vision. It gave me home to return. It gave me peace and serenity. I was carved in that fellowship and tried to to the same to the division. I tried very hard to maintain the situation of the division. A lot of new ideas and program is done and the fellowship itself was very close. We sometimes hand out together. :3

But then, Now, the situation changed unfathomably. My successor cannot even maintain my program. A lot of programs were failed and abandoned. We had a weekly meeting and the meeting was very rigid. We only talked about the weekly task, sharing some stories, our magazine, and go home. Is that a fellowship? We did not even talk each other. Asking their day. Spend some quality time together. This semester, we only hang out once. You tend to late on the meeting. You barely ask and maintain the Intermedia-ers. 

I just want to say. I'm sorry Intermedia. I'm sorry to you. I'm sorry Intermedia 2012 because all of you cannot feel the best of Intermedia. I feel very sad about this. In that case, I will not leave Intermedia. Not until I feel Intermedia is in good hands. This is the place where my heart is belong. I won't abandon it. God has given me all the good things here, at Intermedia and I will use it to it's maximum potential. Thank you.